(YM from Saga Prefecture/20s/Female/Bonesetter’s Clinic Worker)
Yūki no Kai for the youth reopened in July and I attended at once. Then I got a great awareness.
It is an importance to live as we keep in mind “the moment in time, place, and position”. “The youth is time to live with honest and open mind.” First of all, it is to talk with parents honestly at home. If we could do that, we could keep good relations at work place and have dreams and hopes in our kokoro.
Recover Confidence Which was Lost Before…
When I think of it as I have gone through my own experiences, I could truly understand.
Two years have passed when I started the present job, I could not readily learn it, and had an inferiority complex that the elder person who joined after me did the job more efficiently. Moreover, I heard that my boss talked that “She is bad at learning.” And I was in shock and lost my confidence.
I remained feeling depressed and conversation with my parents decreased. I went through inner conflict every day thinking “When should I quiet the job? I will feel frustrated if I quiet it now.” I talked my hard feelings to Kami as hoping to work on it constructively, I tried to work eagerly as I see the flow of everyone’s work.
Love of Parents Felt by Mother’s Tear
A few months later, I was able to work like everyone else. I was really happy when I heard from my boss that “I saw you worked hard as you struggled.”
When I came home and talked with my mother, she was pleased as she cried and said that “You did well.” I was too moved to see her and felt my mother was worried about me so much.
“I should have talked with my parents more honestly.” I learned Yūki no Kai this month and regretted. Parents are the most understanding supporters and I was reassured that they are the ones who would stay by our side no matter what happens.
I found an answer toward my worry in Kami’s teachings I realize the greatness of teachings. I try to practice the teachings obediently and aim to become a person who has a pillar that supports myself.